Leo

Desiree Calderon de Fawaz
2 min readDec 7, 2020
A little girl of 3 is sitting on the edge of a bed. Her older brother is hugging her and holding a paper airplane.

In a galaxy far, far away….

I think of Leo

and I smile

I can hear a violin

a minute violin

playing alongside

a loving Stradivarius

And I stand in awe

And I smile

I can hear piano concertos

and smell his library

of encyclopedias

so thick

so unreachable

At 8 yrs. old,

the avid reader

was undeterred

by the complexity of

A history of Eighteen-Century Vessels

the Holy Bible

or the instructions

to assemble a human body

When I think of Leo

I think of a sailor’s pipe

and a rocking chair

I think of the He-Man strength

with which he saved mom

from handicapping heights,

the speed

to hold a schoolgirl

as she got ejected

from a bus’s frame

and the coolness

with which he extinguished

a kitchen fire in our home

“Saving others is one of his strengths,”

I was told

And I stand in awe

When I think of Leo,

I think of water guns

and little red beans

that burn your skin

when rubbed

I think of badminton

and, Lady, our dog

I think of Coyolxauhquis

and museum trips

I think of India, Puerto Rico, and Rome

When I think of Leo

I think of rainforest ants

trailing after the rain

in Mayan lands,

and centipedes

in Chichen-Itza

Also, painting boats with dad

And, I stand in awe

and I smile

When I think of Leo

I see a brother who protected me

from a tarantula

and from a woman

with lepric skin

And I see a lush garden

our very first paradise

where he once collected

huge leaves for a test flight

I see ice cream in a helmet

and “motorcycle” rides

with handles of boy's hands

And, I stand in awe and I smile

When I think of Leo

I think of so many places

so many people

so many times

And, I think of the boy

who wanted to heal

And I stand in awe

because, soon, his dream will be real

At 45 he doesn’t seem deterred

to mount on a flight

and reach a new height

He’ll chase after Skeletor

He’ll give Luke a new arm

Only God knows

what the new career shrouds

I will always be in the garden

so lush and so thick

watching him fly

to galaxies far and near

And I’ll stand in awe

because

when I think of Leo,

I’ll always have a smile.

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